Reality check..

when i was pregnant i had done a post about a wishlist about the genes which my baby should inherit

it was as follows:

Mine
My eyes (yes!! he has it)
My lips (Nope)
My face structure (Another no)
My hair (yes)
My temper (yes)
My stubbornness (yes)
My love of reading ( i need to develop this..although he does like to chew books)
My IQ ( dont know about this yet)
My love of food and cooking ( he does love to eat)
My love for fine things in life ( another unknown thing)
My financial judgement ( he loves money:))
My manners (a long way to go..)

His
His skin ( i really really hope so)
His height ( yes:))
His nose (yes)
His complexion (yes)
His body structure (yes)
His even & patient nature (dont know...it hasnt developed yet)
His gift of gab ( let him start talking..then we will see)
His extrovert nature (yes..he loves to interact with other ppl..except dvlites:))
His family values (need to inculcate this in him)
His belief in God (ditto)

Something I wouldn’t want the baby to inherit from either of us
Our moodiness (i cross my fingers for this)
Our extreme cautiousness ( he is very cautious about hurting himself)
Our inclination to always be politically correct (ditto abt crossing my fingers)

i would do a development post on his 10month birthday...

Need to do list

I realise that I need to do many things.....maybe its time to realise what i need and do something about it..

ME

• lose weight
• socialize
• make a friend
• be stylish
• work on my looks

Pixie

• take him out for walk in the evenings..maybe this would help me to socialize a bit
• read to him...i really really want him to develop love for books like i have

Pati

• start giving him tiffin again
• bring some zing into his life
• develop better relationship with him

lets see how much i get done before we leave for our holiday!

good luck to me!

Hopefully back with a bang!

I made the blog pubulic a while ago...and although I knew I would have a very few visitors..something always prohibited me to publish a post!

Now that this is my personal diary again..maybe I would be a bit regular...I certainly hope so...

Had Gouri and Ashish over for lunch today. Was a host after a long time and cooked a nice enough after a long time. Pasta for starters, rajma, jeera aloo and white chicken for main course and celebrations chocolates for dessert.

Pretty washed out today but the feeling of restlessness doesnt leave me. feel so alone and tiny in the biiiiiiiiiiiiiig world. or very claustrophobic in this small house! cant decide between the two.

need to do something....i feel my life is just passing me by.

regarding my sweet angel, he is growing up day by day. he is one of the most cutest kids i have ever seen. everyday i feel blessed to have such a non-fussy child.

i really need to take him out more. otherwise he will also clam up in a shell like me.

regarding s and me, the distance seems to be growing. life has become quite monotonous. i feel sorry for the poor guy too. he works so hard. doesnt have a life outside his office and home. but then, maybe that is his problem!

i really wish i had someone to talk to...:(.....but then what would i talk about...have nothing to talk to...

i am devoid...